söndag 4 augusti 2013

Pride, Anxiety and Mulan!

Today when I woke up I felt as bad as I did yesterday!
I think it's the "Närcon-sjukan" (Närcon is a swedish convention I was at last week and "sjukan" means like a sickness) I've catched. But kinda late haha? I thought you were supposed to get it right after coming home, but I was so full of energy and met friends and all that when I came home. So it hit me hard in the face NOW I guess...
Anyway, I was so tired and just wanted to lay down and half-sleep the whole day, but I took a cup of tea and then changed clothes and walked out to meet Pella and Love to watch the PRIDE parade!
The Pride Parade is basically a bunch of LGTB(homos and such) folks who gets their "Go wild go crazy show off as much as you can"-day and then they walk in a loooong parade through the city! 
It's so fun and I was so happy since when I see other people doing their thing, being themselves and be happy -- I become happy myself! (´°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥ω°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥`)
Afterwards we walked around and looked at clothes and stuff, I found this really nice supercool leather jacket that I must buy wow, then I met some other friends aaaaaaaaaand then I took the train home hehe!

I mostly always carry around a baseball racket when going out as a "boy" and got some comments about it, like, "are you gonna beat up somebody hmm?" and I get kinda sad because... For me, it's just fashion. For them, I'm someone "dangerous". I hate it. I want to dress however I like and not get comments (except for good ones!)
Luckily I was smart enough to say things like "Oh this? I'm gonna play some baseball later heh B)" or tell them the truth. 

Then something here at home happened and I got really, really sad and by hands couldn't stop shaking. I also thought of my friend who I think dislikes me right now, and I got some kind of panic-attack... But I took another cup of tea and watched Mulan, then I guess it became better. I love Mulan so much you don't understand ಥ_ಥ

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